03.21.10
The day after the storm
Yesterday my cat for almost fifteen years passed away. My heart is broken into million pieces. I thought I have another day, another week or another summer to spend with her but she has other plan. Yesterday morning, she waited for me to wake up, called my attention and breathe her last breath.
I went to Arboretum today; took several photos and did my best to while away time and forget my longingness. A longingness that only an animal person can understand. But the fact of the matter is my cat is gone. I cannot be angry with God, what he gives he takes. I can only be thankful to Him, for giving Yanni, for letting Yanni share her life to me for more than a decade. I learned a lesson today, and that we are only here on earth temporarily. I will learn to say I love you more specially to those that I love most. I love you Yan, if I have a regret in life, that is I never said enough I love you. I love you anak, I miss you so much, you will be in my heart until the day I die.